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August 26, 2008 3:05 PM  (go back to main view)
Diary entry...
This is much more of a personal diary entry than my typical issue blogs. I am angry, frustrated and deeply saddened by what I experienced last week and thru the weekend. As I wrote about in a previous blog, I have been working on a story for Nightline about the heroin epidemic in a cluster of midwest towns. When the Oprah Show found out about the enormity of the problem, they decided to commit resources to try and tell the story as well. Last week, I made my third trip out to the region.
The week between my second and third trip, a 52 year old woman had overdosed and died, an 8 month pregnant girl was arrested and one of the people we spent time with had a relapse. Those are the incidents about which I know.

A couple of the people we've been profiling are a 5 month pregnant user, Merry and her boyfriend Brandon. Without getting into the complicated details of what happened last week, Merry and Brandon decided they wanted to stop doing heroin immediately but they needed help. They asked me. I have never dealt with anyone addicted to heroin before so I don't know the protocol in these kinds of situations. I remembered that a local police chief told me that he knew of some facilities that could help immediately--I called him. Within the hour, he was at Merry's home and took Merry and Brandon to a hospital about an hour and a half away in a big city. Charlie, the police chief is one of the most decent human beings I have ever met and restored my faith in humanity. He works tirelessly during the week and spent his entire weekend trying to help Merry and Brandon. Charlie was under the impression that they could detox there for three days and then get admitted to a 6 month program to get clean.

The nightmare started the moment they set foot in the emergency room: two kids in excruciating pain as they were starting to heavily detox. After repeatedly rejecting Merry because she is pregnant, the Charlie had to resort to getting her in through back channels. Charlie left Merry and Brandon at 6AM the next morning. The two addicts couldn't seem to get help.

Long long long story short, Merry was moved multiple times and by 7PM the NEXT day, Brandon was still sitting on a wooden bench awaiting to be placed. All the while, the two of them were practically immobilized and desperately sick. At any time, had they had access to heroin, they would have shot it up and felt infinitely better, but they couldn't. Merry was moved to a psych hospital where they are not giving her the medication that her physician says a pregnant woman needs. She is so sick that she cannot even talk on the phone. Brandon finally got a bed but hasn't been given anything to help him detox.

As we speak, two kids are going through a kind of hell that most of us cannot even imagine. It pains me that the system has not been more cooperative with this process. I have to wonder if we as a people care enough to help people kick this insidious addiction that takes total control of people. It has become clear to me that unless you have money, it seems most people will give up on even trying.




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Posted by Charlie on September 30, 2008 9:02 PM
I wish people could see what I have seen. I have witnessed both extremes of the spectrum. Because of the story that Lisa and Oprah did, numerous positive things have happened. Thanks Lisa, Katie, Sarah, Erica, Dave and Oprah.
Posted by Jackie on September 10, 2008 2:45 AM
Sorry one more thing..alot of pple are saying detox, rehab, counseling, hospitalizations, ER'S is al VERY pricey...but I was sent to a rehab way out to Narconon, Canada...& boy did my parents waste their money. It's not always the priciest that are most helpful. Different programs, meds work for diff. pple & I very truly believe that! Im detoxing starting Wednesday night/morning...all by myself. I have my Zofran 40mg.*sorry i said 20mg before, but it's 40mg*.the generic one which is an ODT...(you can place under your tongue & it dissolves & works instantly for nausea/vomitting strong enough for someone who just came out of surgery or has cancer., it's great because nurses/doctors were giving me a pill to swallow but HELLO i was vomitting so I would just throw it up again & then they woudn't let me get it again for 4-6 hrs...how stupid!!!.Next I will have Bentyl 20mg..which is for severe stomach cramping/muscles pains. Then I will have some valium..10mg...limited to only 2 pills a day which is 20mg..yes pple say it's addicting & it could be thats why you limit yourself & only take it for as long as you need...it helps anxiety, panit attacks, & agitation...which you all are when going through withdrawals. Then I will have my benadryl..just incase I have an allergic reaction to anything or the meds...but if you are taking valium..you CAN NOT! take benadrly at the same time..it can slow your breathing & could possibly make you stop breathing. I called a 24hr walgreen pharmacist & he told me if I were to need benadrly to sleep or for allergic reactions to only take it 6 hrs apart from the valium, or wait a couple more hours!
I know usually pple say Suboxone would help with the heroin withdrawals directly..but it did NOT work for me...& it didn't lessen my nausea/vomitting or help me sleep...like it helps some others going through heroin withdrawal. So hopefully I can do this..I have never successfully been able to stop this on my own even with medication...so wish me luck & ify ou have any pointers or words of wisdom that could help, please please doooo tell me! Oh YEAH, so my point is...I was able to obtain all this medication...through my parents insurance from their job...& all the meds were $5 each! I have a thermometer to check fever...because pple tend to have one when going through withdrawals. I also have my blood pressure machine thingy & I will be keeping a diary of my everyday moves, symptoms, reactions. So you dont always have to spend a bundle of money to get results...& I will keep you posted if you want to know how things are going. Thanx for reading everyong & good luck with your situation!
Posted by lisa ling on September 15, 2008 1:41 AM
Jackie,
I don't know you but I am channeling positive thoughts in your direction. Good luck girl!!!
Posted by Charlie on September 12, 2008 8:37 PM
Jackie,

Thank you for relaying your story. I hope that you are successful. People like you have taught me so much about heroin and heroin withdrawl, that I have difficulty comprehending it all. I do know that I have witnessed things because of chemical dependency that I wish I had never seen, but I am ptriviledged to be in a position that I can help. Thank you, again, and I am extremely proud of you.
Posted by Jackie on September 10, 2008 2:16 AM
My name is Jackie. Im 24 yrs old female and I'm a very heavy using heroin addict. 1st time I ever tried Heroin was at the age of 17 1/2. I have been off the drug more than I have been on, only because of going to rehabs & being locked up. Tomorrow night is when I will be going through withdrawals to get off this messed up drug called heroin. I have a bf who stays with me everyday, & I have a mother & setfather & sister who have been trying to help me for too long w/ no lasting results. Im very stubborn & I dont like pple telling me what to do, but this time I have to get clean. I have gotten so bad into the drug that every clinic, every hospital ER has NOT been able to help me. I have been to various programs& they all have the same medication schedule for pple who have very different withdrawal symptoms. I can understand what Mary went through...there are very ignorant pple, doctors, nurses...once they hear you are a "heroin addict"..oh well "you brought this onto yourself so you're going to have to face your withdrawal & just do it"...thats what many doctors have told me at a Hospital ER as I am vomitting & dehydrated & can't even keep down a sip of water. I finally got locked up AGAIN, for retail left, & knew I would be expriencing withdrawal symptoms & asked the Seargent at the police station lockup to take me to the ER. After asking sooo many experts..finally this very loving caring female doctor prescribed me something different for my nausea & vomitting. I dont think anyone can understand the nausea, vomitting, and stomach muscle pains I have, than a cancer patient, Once I vomitt the 1st time...then it continues every 2-3 mins for 4-5 days...and then the nausea continues for 1/2 a week. No one was able to stop my nausea/vomitting...not an ER..not even strong medication through an IV. Once you get too deep into the drug..the worst the withdrawals are. Zofran 20mg for nausea/vomitting..for a cancer patient or someone out of surgery..was given to me...but not just any tablet..it was a time release tablet that you place under your tongue & it dissolves & works INSTANTLY! It was the 1st med. ever to help me. After I took one tablet...it lasted only 4 hrs...& had to take another one. I did feel very uncomfortable & still a little nauseous, but I was able to take a few sips of soda & keep it down. It pisses me off that a doctor couldn't help me the so many previous times I was uncontrollably vomitting in the ER & I dont know why they wouldn't help Mary, especially since she is pregnant. It makes me so mad...if you have no compassion for your patient..dont become a nurse or doctor. I know there is a little magic pill to get you high in every way..so there has to be a little magic pill to help you when you're in pain. Im not a doctor, but I have had to ask many many doctors just to find out about the Zofran...think about how hard it is to get the rest of the information you need just to get off the drug, and then to stay off it. They are right..if you do want it bad...then you're going to have to try really hard. I do want to help others. I know many things that can help many different drug addicts...with withdrawal..with programs for inpatient/outpatient...ideas on quick drug withdrawal fixes, & with other things like the naltroxon inplant/rapid detoxification program, counseling, state funded programs, & much more. You dont have to go through what Mary & her bf went through, you can die from methadone/heroin/opiate withdrawals if you dont get the correct medical attention, or none at all. On an ending note...there was a girl who was 21 from a nice suburb who was pregnant & locked up at the county jail who asked for medical attention because of heroin withdrawals...she was denied...& later found..8 HOURS LATER...DEAD..under the stairs...& they lied on the news & said it was a suicide..but it WASN'T..you know why?...B'cause we were all there...I was there...we saw it all..& we need to care & help others...& not judge.
Posted by Brandi on September 06, 2008 12:03 AM
Wow, I am just in awwwww of this thought that a person who is willing to get help, who WANTS help, cant get it. This pains me, because a thing such as METH, for example, is getting to be a real problem in my home town... and its scary to think that if a person WANTED HELP... it would be like your story. JUST WOW! I have two small children, and one on the way.... and in my mind.... kids mess up-they make mistakes and there are going to be things that they regret. When they get to that point and want to change, I can only hope that there will be someone as willing to help as Lisa. I like to think I will stand by my kids no matter what. But... i always wonder what led these people to this situation.?! So people dont have the forgiving parents/ friends etc. They need all the help they can get and it saddens me that our own society isnt equipped to help. Or doesnt want to rather.
Posted by Charlie on August 31, 2008 5:53 PM
I would like to add that Lisa Ling is one of the mosy compassionate and caring people that I have met. She has nothing to gain by taking her time and money to follow up on each individual involved in this story, but she does. She calls them and others involved, inspite of an unbelieveably hectic schedule. Keep up the good work Lisa. You are the only reporter that I know that gets actively involved in her reports. Thank you, Ms. Ling. I'm your cheerleader
Posted by Charlie on August 31, 2008 5:47 PM
I am the police officer, refered to as a sheriff) that transported Merry and Brandon, herald what you want, I followed protocol. Take the person through ER and to detox. Because Merry was pregnant the ER doc did not want to deal with her. I, personally, called the hospital before transporting the individuals and was advised to bring them to the emergency room, I did, but we hit a road block, so we drove around it and irritated some people. Add to the situation that there was no money and no one wanted them. Rescue Rehabilitation took them and help to resolve the immediate situation. If you want to prescribe protocol, get involved with more than words, otherwise my comment to you is shut up!
Posted by beverly on August 29, 2008 11:10 AM
Admit it and shame on you, Lisa Ling ... you didn't follow the protocol - with the assistance of the sheriff who also did not follow establish protocol - for assisting these addicts. Shipping everyone off to a hospital for detox is not the answer... the addicts think that they will be given drugs to take away the pain experienced by detoxing - but that is not the answer - and - every city / community / county mental health agency has established procedures... and you chose not to follow those procedures and receive assistance within the community and county networking procedures. You were WRONG in how you handled this situation... you are still just trying to be a hero and you are not - in the long run are you really helping the addicts or the community and state which they live... or could you and Oprah donate a few million to build a detox center and the donations / funding to maintain operations - to your standards definitely - in every county which does not currently have one and there are 88 counties here... Lisa... think before you act... you are going to do a lot of damage before you are done with this one!
Posted by  on September 02, 2008 7:19 PM
beverly im not sure if you know what addiction does to people and im not sure why you are judging people without knowing them i know both lisa and charlie and what they are doing is amazing and im thinking if there were more people trying instead of critisizing maybe there would be alot less problems in the world so please be carefull with your words try giving praise once or maybe find an addict and be a witness and try helping them. One more thing we are created in jesus to do gook works which god prepared in advance for us to do. Matt 5:16 Let your light shine before men that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven.
Posted by A. Thomas on August 28, 2008 12:35 PM
This is a situation that would have fit in perfectly in the Michael Moore movie "Sicko". What good is a country that offers so many freedoms if the very same country has systems in place to keep its people down.
Posted by Kellie on August 28, 2008 10:15 AM
Does anyone know of any non-profits that aid addicts financially? I'm curious after reading this. If there isn't there needs to be. I might have just found my calling...
Posted by Jackie on September 10, 2008 2:28 AM
Hi Kellie...I do know that in Illinois there is a program called Rosecrance. It's in Rockford, & they do state funding. If you have no job or a pt job or a job that doesn't pay too much...you could be elligable. 1st time I went I didn't know & had my mom take out a loan & it was $500 a day/night..which is alot. So the 2nd I went I let them know I wasn't working & had no savings & I was elligable to go through the detox program for free. As far as the inpatient/outpatient goes Im not sure if it's the same for Rosecrance. But I do know a couseling program, called the Josselyn Center (could be spelled wrong sorry) ,that will bring your sessions down to $12 or less. Again you would have to let them know. They do have you pay for intake processing & admission fees or whatnot..that might be a little more pricey..but then each couseling/physiatrist/physocologist session is brought down to a very small $ amount. There are other programs in Waukegan, il. If you live in Illinois I can help you. If you live elsewhere I can still help just let me know where you stay & I could possibly help you find someplace closeby or as close as possible.
Posted by Charlie on September 05, 2008 7:46 PM
Kellie,
Please get in touch with me. I will be happy to direct you to some non-profit facilities. The biggest problem is that ther are so few of them. We need help; the drug dependent individual needs help. A compassionate person is getting hard to find. I look forward to hearing from you.
Posted by Cynthia on August 26, 2008 12:56 PM
There is a non narcotic drug that can be prescribed for heroin withdrawal symptoms. I learned about it over 20 years ago in medical school(I can't remember the exact name now, so I won't post a guess). It seems criminal to me that this isn't given out in ERs to patients who are seeking rehab and suffering.
Posted by Kellie on August 28, 2008 10:12 AM
I think you are referring to Suboxone.
Posted by Guest on August 25, 2008 5:34 PM
This is a huge problem for most addicts who because of their addiction have lost all family/friends, prospects for a job, savings, health care and their mental and physical illness have just become worse. I have an addict in my family. He does not have any insurance and has a hard time keeping a job. He is not willing to take my help to get treatment, but if he were to, I would likely be spending my life-savings to get him help. I've called numerous treatment centers. Most run over $10k for a month. Some more than $20k. The only treatment centers that are affordable have long waiting lists (about 6 months). There is some truth to the fact that addicts need to hit rock bottom before they will seek help, but by that time, they don't have any resources to get that help. We need to take addiction and mental illness much more seriously in this country.
Posted by  on August 25, 2008 3:34 PM
The one you were talking about last time, Tara. How is she holding up? (Hopefully she's not the one who had the relapse.)
Posted by Lisa Ling on August 25, 2008 9:56 PM
Thanks for asking. Tara is doing incredibly well. I spoke with her at length today and saw her last week. Words cannot express how proud I am of her.
Posted by Kellie on August 25, 2008 1:48 PM
My brother was a heroin addict and thank God that he comes from a family with two determined parents who were financially able to deal with the years it took him to get better. I don't even want to imagine what would have happened to him had we not had the resources that we did. My heart goes out to the addicts and their families who have the determination but not the resources. Heroin is not the kind of drug that you can just decide to stop one day. You have to have the means to get help.
Posted by pat on August 25, 2008 12:07 PM
You know, it's true. If I knew someone who wanted to kick an addiction, I don't know where I'd send them. If they're addicted to something like heroin, they probably don't have insurance or much of anything else. How would one pay for it?
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